Well im back guys!! Woooo do i have a lot to say yet i cant say it on here hmmmm. Makes sense to me lol. well i started school on the 4th but only went to school for about 5 days and then left on the youth group trip to Poland Germany and one day in Amsterdam-no we didnt smoke! well Poland was awesome, got to speak the native tongue kinda had my first B and C dunno what that is then too bad lol. i made one mistake but sorted it out at least i think i did lol. it was fun "Velcome to Poaland" funny stuff. Arturo hehe. we had fun though and i met some new people. then Germany was fun to, kinda another "something" but this one i dont exactally regret. we had world youth day and saw the pope and Joey-a friend i met on the trip got to actually meet the pope and shake hands and all that good stuff. we hiked about 7 miles to the camp site and slept outside for one night. it was an amazing experience. never gonna forget it.. there was close to a million people there which was unbelievable i know i know im being all "meble meble" funny funny hehe but its all good. then Amsterdam was reallly pretty i mean you wouldnt think that it was a smokeout place just by looking at it. lol we had fun there too, i bought lots of stuff and yea. ummmmm what else - in Germany i non permanently dyed my hair red and it was seriously red as in RED lol but its out now. i didnt get much sleep that whole trip. i mean i got maybe 5 hrs each night, some nights like the last one we just stayed up all night. it was pretty awesome though. i was dead when we got back and went to sleep at like 830 :P the next day i had school and pics which probablly came out horribly oh well. ummm i broke up with mason the other day because it just wasnt working out, i mean i didnt have the feelings i used to for him anymore. and there were other reasons. but im not gonna get into that. he seemed really upset and i heard he was mad and doesnt want to be around me anytime soon, kinna dont blame him for that but yea i hope hes ok i feel bad :( he looked like he was going to cry :( but yea so ive had practice ever since i got back and its been going ok but our game got canceled tom. because of this Fricken A storm thats hitting the upper keys and i was so pumped for that game awww poo lol anyhow storm day tom. so no school i have no idea what im going to do the only thing on my list right now is to sleep Yessssss lol but yea all my teachers are being A's so im like Whatever!!!!! anyhow im kinna mixed up on whats going to happen now, i guess ill have to wait and see but as of like right now i feel like nothings really going to change but then again i am bad at judging a situation so yea anyhow im goingto go now because im falling asleep at the comp and its only 8 plus i need to get my chocolate fix.... yea i know im a fat ass :/ o well lol kisses (maybe not) :0
   
  
 i got a pair in amsterdam 
   
   
   
I want to be someone's last call of the night
& their first thought in the morning.
I want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'.
I want the heart racing, palm sweaty,
'what's gonna happen next' moments.
I want the hugs that you never want to let go of
& the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest.
But most importantly,
I just want to know someone considers me theirs
   
Fustrated because i can't tell if it's real,
Mad because i don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right,
Sad because i need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand,
Aggrivated because you don't understand.
Dissapointed because we can't be together,
But despite it all i will love you forever!
if he's the first person you look for
when you walk into a room
than he must be a little bit more
than just a friend.
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.
maybe she laughs
to cover up the tears
and her precious smile
is just to hide her fears..
   
   
   
   
   
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Woooohooooo Volleyball rocks!!! gone for camp 13-16
I got leid on my 16th birthday LMAO 
yay icons i like icons hmmmmm fun stuff 
